I am an introvert, though some might think otherwise.
I feel mentally stronger when i am in the comfort of my own thoughts, doing things solo.
I enjoy just hanging out at my living room, or chilling in my bedroom putting on my aroma diffuser and just staring into the skies.
I enjoy that my window view is not cluttered with buildings and i have a clear view of the sky if i just lie on my bed.
I love that i could just grab a packet of cold black soy milk off the fridge as i am typing this, when i have my kindle by my side. No doubt, i am more of a paperback person rather than an e-book person, but i must say once in a while, it's nice to be able to just browse online , buy a book, and instantaneously have it in my kindle to read.
Gone are the days, i am able to just hang out in book stores, libraries to find a book that interest me, enjoy coffee at the cafe at whim.
Even so, i have great pleasure almost everyday, as i witness the miracles that happen, when my toddler expand her vocabulary, picks up new skills, when my new born is able to lift his head up, getting ready for his next milestone as he starts to crawl.
I am blessed. I always say that, as i never want to take anything for granted. Anything.
I am thankful for the people around me, who allows me to breathe positivity even when times are rough.
I am thankful, for the place and time i am born in.
A snapshot of my 10 mins solace i have gotten when i was up at the jacuzzi when the duo was asleep during my maternity.
Now, waiting for the toddler to be back from class with her dad.
love,
a very contented mum
Saturday, April 23, 2016
Thursday, March 31, 2016
Last day of extended leave and possibly last maternity leave
31 march 2016.
3. Going to the beach at whim where it's quiet, we can fly kites, and enjoy the breeze, before the sun set.
4. Walking her to school early in the morning. This has become one of our bonding session where we will talk about her day in school. ( yes though she can only say few words at a time, but i can gradually understand her), we talked about shadows, we sing songs. We "spot the colours", we will go to the traffic light where she will insist on pressing the buttons. We will walk to the curb where she will want to balance on the narrow curb before she reaches school.
5. J in a cup. This has to be one of more leisurely morning where i enjoy my coffee and julian is resting on the mat, and A is in school.
11. Going for afternoon tea with the sister whenever she is free.
12. Taking A and J to see horses, visiting a friend while she coaches a class
15. Even deciding the menu for the dinner will be something i will miss. This is probably something i only can do when i am home early.
A lot of thoughts running through my head while my littlest one is beside me on the bed, as i am keying this, i am acutely aware of time ticking past. Tomorrow this time, i will be typing away, not on my personal laptop but my company laptop replying to emails.
My stakeholders will be those of the company rather than my two adorable kiddos at home.
There are many many things i am so going to miss, so precious and intangible, but i tried to make a point of capturing them so that i can remember them for time to come. This is possibly my last maternity leave, unless we will be thinking of having a third kid. At this time, i am not to sure that will happen.
These are some of my favourite moments
Moments such as
1. taking A swimming on a weekday evening, where it's empty and she can laugh so heartily!
2. Evening walks around the neighbourhood and she pushing her little stroller
3. Going to the beach at whim where it's quiet, we can fly kites, and enjoy the breeze, before the sun set.
4. Walking her to school early in the morning. This has become one of our bonding session where we will talk about her day in school. ( yes though she can only say few words at a time, but i can gradually understand her), we talked about shadows, we sing songs. We "spot the colours", we will go to the traffic light where she will insist on pressing the buttons. We will walk to the curb where she will want to balance on the narrow curb before she reaches school.
5. J in a cup. This has to be one of more leisurely morning where i enjoy my coffee and julian is resting on the mat, and A is in school.
6. Another moment where i enjoy and appreciate my house in bliss. playing my piano and doing bit of drawing on my chalkboard.
7. Taking selfies with J has always been one of my favourite. While he is still willing to entertain.
8. Going to Ikea on a weekday to shop is bliss cos it's not crowded!! we can slowly enjoy and A can play with the different kids' furniture.
9. A playing with water colours. Her first time and she dabbles with sponge. This apparently when she was still nursing a fever.
10. Taking A to try trampoline on a weekday. And we also took her swimming next-door for trial classes.
11. Going for afternoon tea with the sister whenever she is free.
12. Taking A and J to see horses, visiting a friend while she coaches a class
13. Enjoying my solo breakfast -- favourite kind before i go about my grocery shopping while the rest of the world go by working.
14. Making DIY materials for educating the Duo... using online free printables ( source; measured mom)
15. Even deciding the menu for the dinner will be something i will miss. This is probably something i only can do when i am home early.
16. My kindle with my drink. Although i am really more a hardcopy kind of reader, i must say it's nice to just hold something light and enjoy my cuppa tea in the afternoon.
17. Taking A to buy groceries straight after school. I am sure going to miss picking her up from school.
Will really like to father my thoughts and pen them carefully, but J is starting to feel bored. I will have to end now. Been feeling really thought and thankful for the past few days. Really Thankful. For whatever i have. My motto still stand - #makeitcount.
1st quarter of 2016 has passed. I will really like to thank my family, especially my mum and sister during this maternity period. they have been the greatest!!
Friday, March 4, 2016
revamped blog post
Today marks the day i decide to revamp and revive this blog post. Hence the title change since gulp it's been 4 years outdated from the last title.
I chose "A cup of Mummachino" because i think this best represent my current state. I'm a mum of 2, a 26 month old toddler and a 3 month old baby. I have been thinking what best drives me, makes me happy and i noticed i have a lot of inner thoughts which might be a tad too personal for Facebook, and yet precious enough for me to have it document somewhere than lost it in my head.
i used to blog a lot when i was younger and i think my penmanship was better, i remembered received good reviews through those olden blog ( geez i can't even remember the title now, but that was when i was nursing a breakup and hence those emotions were running high)
Today, marks the day i want to start my writing, blog my thoughts, my life and documents them in pics. This hopefully can be something that my loved ones can refer to, or even something that i can read back should i suffer from dementia. Not hard with those post pregnancy hormones still in me, along with those night feedings which will continue into the next one year, i hope.
Chino, cos i love coffee. to bits.
Well, i'm waiting for my iPhone to update so that i can import photos.
Side note, i just got myself a mirrorless camera, will share more reviews and updates once i get it tomorrow.
Note to future self , at age 34, i am
- impulsive when it comes to wanting beautiful stuffs ( i.e pastel coloured playmate, latest camera gadgets, clothes, currently into nude shades of makeup, clothes, bags.)
- love self improvement books, guides, storage ( think Muji, hip van, ikea, books in kindle, konimari method)
- fiercely efficient with time spent during maternity leave ( like to do lots of things everyday, but yet not planning the day in advance)
- love to find new things to engage the babe. ( think, art and crafts, hands-on, home schooled, toys)
- love to go supermarket to do marketing, groceries, beautifying homes
- super into Scandinavian stuffs, lifestyle
- want to go about improving everyone's life... even if it's going on fine ( super strange)
I chose "A cup of Mummachino" because i think this best represent my current state. I'm a mum of 2, a 26 month old toddler and a 3 month old baby. I have been thinking what best drives me, makes me happy and i noticed i have a lot of inner thoughts which might be a tad too personal for Facebook, and yet precious enough for me to have it document somewhere than lost it in my head.
i used to blog a lot when i was younger and i think my penmanship was better, i remembered received good reviews through those olden blog ( geez i can't even remember the title now, but that was when i was nursing a breakup and hence those emotions were running high)
Today, marks the day i want to start my writing, blog my thoughts, my life and documents them in pics. This hopefully can be something that my loved ones can refer to, or even something that i can read back should i suffer from dementia. Not hard with those post pregnancy hormones still in me, along with those night feedings which will continue into the next one year, i hope.
Chino, cos i love coffee. to bits.
Well, i'm waiting for my iPhone to update so that i can import photos.
Side note, i just got myself a mirrorless camera, will share more reviews and updates once i get it tomorrow.
Note to future self , at age 34, i am
- impulsive when it comes to wanting beautiful stuffs ( i.e pastel coloured playmate, latest camera gadgets, clothes, currently into nude shades of makeup, clothes, bags.)
- love self improvement books, guides, storage ( think Muji, hip van, ikea, books in kindle, konimari method)
- fiercely efficient with time spent during maternity leave ( like to do lots of things everyday, but yet not planning the day in advance)
- love to find new things to engage the babe. ( think, art and crafts, hands-on, home schooled, toys)
- love to go supermarket to do marketing, groceries, beautifying homes
- super into Scandinavian stuffs, lifestyle
- want to go about improving everyone's life... even if it's going on fine ( super strange)
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